| Stupid Stupid Iggy |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|03:45 pm] |
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Oh what have i done :(. i don't think that i ever deserve to come back online...i feel awful. how could i forget luv's birthday...oh luv how can you ever forgive me...no message, no card, no nothing...i'm so incredibly sorry...and your trying to get hold of me and the one time that actually get online and i can not get on MSN. This just... sucks...time has just drifted so serenly by and i've abandoned that which matters so much to me...it's so strange...so unlike me... i don't think that i could ever forgive myself. Luv all i can say is that i don't know where else to leave a message to you and well this is it i guess....i'm so sorry......i don't expect you to ever forgive me. i really don't....and it's not only you. i've abandoned mocha and my sweet sweet mandy when she needed me most.......how can i be a friend....how? i'm so sorry...everyone...i'm not good enough for any of you anymore...i'm really not...in fact i'm not good enough for the one that's made me forget myself....i'm not...and he keeps telling me i'm perfect and that there is no wrong that i can do...but look...look at what i've done..... this is me that's done this..me....i think it maybe best that i abandon my online attempts...i can't stand the though of hurting any of you any more....i've been so stupid..so caught up in my emotions that i stopped writing..aww poor HF...she used to get monthly letters from me...monthly...i'm just gonna go...all i can say is that i'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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[Mar. 16th, 2005|01:24 pm] |
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my money is so gonna run out before i do this so ill keepitshort and lacking punctuation. i feel like ive lost a whole weekend in the dream that was sweden. i really loved it there, but i am glad to be bak. at least i thought so.i was so out of it monday. and now tday is so weird. anyways running out of credit. love u all |
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| Good bye Niv |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|07:18 pm] |
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http://www.warofthering.net/forums/vbulletin225/upload/showthread.php?t=8312&page=1&pp=15
I found out everything today. and this is what i posted.... i feel bad for not doing something new, but when i wrote this it really summed everything up emotionally for me:
This is so hard. I've been so messed up since i got Yay's and Mocha's texts last sunday. I was able to use a friends online access only today, i wish i could have come online sooner, but everything seems to be stopping me. Not anymore. FL/Nivster/steph, I remember so much... but most seems so long ago it's seems like nothing. I guess it would be. I remember our massive group chats on msn, i remember playing LoTR survivor...FL won the first one. She helped me in the others as a follower and a judge at one point. aww the peanut gallery. I don't think i could ever run another with her. it seems so wrong. All i can say is that her family and friends have my deepest sympathy. With my brief brushes with her, i know that they've lost an amazing and loving person. In fact the whole world is at a great loss without her, and i'm sure the impact of this will be felt forever more. Steph you really meant this much, and more. I hope your soul is resting as well as i hope, and what my heart tells me.
I know this isn't much, but this link shows a the picture i drew in her memory when i found out.
[URL=http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/15356608/]Picture for FL[/URL]
Love you always Nivster,
~Igtica/Lauren~ x |
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| Long time no see |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
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wow i haven't written this in ages! Wish I had the net back i really miss writing in it. Coming to this place for the net during my lunch is a pain. NM i'm in such a weird mood atm. I feel all quiet and i was all happy yesterday as i was offered a place at a uni...yet i've got another interview in march...no rest, but at least my art portfolio is mostly done. I've been working on it every day after work for 2 weeks since i got the letter. At least the person interviewing me was impressed. Oh well better wrap this up as i'll be back to work soon. Not sure when i'll be back next, won't have my hour online from 1pm next week as luv won't be here :( I really shouldn't feel so down. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2004|10:40 pm] |
How much more worng can this be :p
You're addicted to.....
Nothing!
Your addicted to nothing at all? Well..... ok I
guess thats a good thing but come on just think
of the possibilities!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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| I am still here |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|10:08 pm] |
:p I am here, honest I am. I've been making pets over the holidays, like these:
I just wish my internet time wasn't so short |
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[Apr. 6th, 2004|09:05 pm] |
Isn't it cute!
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Meet my pet: Drallow
Click Here to Get Your own!
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[Mar. 29th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
lol this cheered me up! Brill quiz! YAY this means I'd be niece of boromir...getting closer :p
Your ideal Middle-Earth parents are Faramir and
Eowyn! Do you have any idea ho difficult it is
to find pictures of your mom and dad together?
Thats because Faramir usually holds the camera.
Anywho, they are the prince and princess of
Ithilien, which will naturally give you some
sort of impressive title. Your uncle omer is
the king of Rohan, so when you were little you
actually got that pony you asked for. And a
beautiful Mustang on your sixteenth birthday,
too! Considering who your parents are, youll
probably be tall and attractive.
Your Middle-Earth mama is Lady Eowyn of Rohan.
Shes one of the coolest women in the history of
ever! She faced down the Witch-King of Angmar
and his fell beast for her uncle, so you know
she will do just about anything to protect you.
She will probably teach you to ride a horse and
use a sword and spear properly, not to mention
letting you visit your uncle Eomer and aunt
Lothiriel all the time.
Your Middle-Earth dad is Faramir of Gondor. He has
a lot of official duties, but when he is
finished for the day hel will spend quality
time with his family. Faramir is very
intelligent, so he can help you with your
homework. If you are rambunctious it will
probably remind him of his brother Boromir, so
he lets you get away with an awful lot. Word
of advice: don not mention your grandfather
Denethor. Your dad doesnt want to talk about
him. Also, insanity runs in your family.
(Maybe you will get lucky)
I hoped you liked my quiz. Please rate it, okay?
Which Lord of the Rings couple would be your dream parents? Pictures and longish answers.
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Nihilist Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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| sooo hard |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|02:12 pm] |
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It's so hard to stay offline..I'm trying my best but now I've become addicted to deviantart *hits self* though it has cut down my online time dramatically, I'm still going online! I feel bad for not talking to all my lovely friends on MSN. :( Also I've been bad iggy and not updated this in a bit *hits self again* I've yet to complete the story of when I met Mocha :( I kinda have to wonder how on earth I got friends in the first place when i'm so horrible *sigh* though makes sense why I have lost so many in the past. :(
Oh I have a silly mock law exam in my law lesson next so I best get back to revision. Theft is surprisingly boring...though there is one funny case ;) If you want to moan at me feel free to come do so at http://igtica.deviantart.com/ Sorry everyone :(
You're Most Like The Season ... NO wait! Hold it!
You're not like a season at all! You're a
psycho... You need a new season created just
for you.
You either answered wildly to be different, or you
truly are a 'special case'. Independant -
maybe, Intelligent - somewhat. Weird and wacky
- most certainly.
A nut case, a fruit cake, the joker, the insane
lunatic :) However be careful or you may get
locked up.
Well Done... You're not at home in any of the
seasons, you creat your own.
?? Which Season Are You ??
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lol the truth. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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kinda scary …like things are atm |
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| bad Iggy |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|11:24 pm] |
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Haven't had the oppertunity to complete my story yet :( It's late atm so I can't complete it now but I will do it. Besides I still have to wrap my mum's mother's day pressie :p. I'm still hyper from finding my bracelet, I put a link on it so I can't ever lose it again :) I'm not taking that chance again. Before I didn't want to wear it incase I lost it, but I was too attached to it not to :p silly me has taken precautions now :) Anyways, I did a scary doodle of an idea from a fanfic. It was really experimenting with my weak points-highlights in hair, limbs etc. http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/5979251/ |
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| Wow finally some good luck! |
[Mar. 18th, 2004|12:07 pm] |
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I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Weeks ago now I lost the present that mochness gave me. i was so depressed and upset as it meant so much to me. I really thought it was gone for good, as it was so pretty and lovely. I thought I lost it outside college, but today I went to the lost property at college, which I had always meant to go to, but it had moved and I had no idea where it was. But my friend Chris had lost several thing and he knew where it was, so me and Amanda went with him. I asked if they'd seen a bracelet and the lady gave me a tin box with a velvet pouch on the top an told me to try in there. I really had given up all hope. But as I pushed past the pouch and other material object that lie on top, I saw some silver jewellery. I thought that this would be no use, but I uncovered another bit to find....my lost scented beads from mocha! I was so happy I jumped up and down and thanked the woman and jumped again till Amanda had to calm me down :p Oh it's good to smell it's gentle scent again! It reminds me of the day I met mocha! I rememer it was a cold, crisp and sunny Januray morning when I wnet with my dad in the car to Crawley station. We were to meet my friend Hannah, and were running a little late. Once the car stopped I ran up the steps of the station to find Hannah in the small seating area just on the platform. Luckily there was no one checking tickets as it was a Sunday so I ran onto the platform where she came out to meet me. I smiled and gave her a hug and after getting my tickets (Hannah alreay had hers as she had travelled from Horsham station). The next train was in about 30 mins, so i asked if she wanted somthing to eat. She said she did so we wandered out of the station, across to the road near the county mall where McDonalds was. But she found thatr it was too early for what she wanted to be sold so we wandered around the quiet centre for a while before returning to the station. We waited a little, and Hannah ate a dark bounty she brought with her. Looking at the quiet station reminded me once when I was on the other platform, over the bridge, I remember watching tourists taking pictures of themselves under the sign with the time and trains, with destinations. The train came, and we had a quiet jouney upto London. I don't remember much about it. Once at London Victoria we went across to the tube station and down the stairs to the tube we needed to take us to bond street....we came off the train and found the station lead out to a shopping centre. lol They had evanescence on and I was singing to it as we went up the escalator and through the galss doords out onto oxford street. Now I got a little lost as we wondered along wondering where bond street was. I gave up after looking at the map and phoned my dad. It was difficult to hear him because of all the buses and traffic behind the stone bench we sat on, but eventually we found that my dad had told me the wrong street and gave me direction to the right one which was fortunatley in the direction we had been travelling. We wandered up Oxford street and went down toward picadilly circus on the right road. We came to our destination of Hamleys, to find we were 15 mins early to meet ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) mochness! We were going to meet her in the cafe inside but the store was still closed:( So we wandered down the road intending to wander back in time to meet her.
We ended up wandering to a soapshop which sould natural soaps in big blocks, but it was really strong with all the smeels and made me feel dizzy. So whilst in a dizzy mode still we wandered back up the rad. We came to Hamley's and there was now a queue outside. I looked up the queue and saw mochness in the bright pink she promised to wear beaming at me. We hugged instant
...to be continued (because Iggy is at college and has to go to tutor now :p) |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|09:05 am] |
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Aww it's been a weird couple of days. I had to say goodbye to everyone, and it was really hard. I still don't want to leave and I already have. The hardest had to be Mocha and Luvara....aww they are just so sweet. Hey you two *waves* told ya I wouldn't go far. Awww what people said on the Survivor thread was the cutest! I can't believe they are prosponing play because me! I half wish they'd continue though, I don't wanna be a cause to stop...Poor gala, I left her so suddenly :( awww....and Deiji too....she was going to give me a gift! How cute! The thing is during this whole time I had a flu-y thing. I've only just come back to college, the last time I was here was Thursday! Though on Sunday I managed to make it upto Keele university for a visit. It was a really long journey overall as we had to drop my nan off at Bognor Regis before getting home. Keele uni is cool though, lots of trees :) all I kept thinking was "Nikki would have loved this." She was going to come with us, but she's now not considering uni *rolls eyes* shes so clever, I don't understand why she's not. I'm going to try and get her to think about it again, but it's because she messed up exams too, and ever since she visited Exeter uni, she keeps saying she's a low life. Oh I just wanna shake her and wake her up, but now she's unhappy with the course she's chosen. I've tried my best to explain, she's reallly such a worthy person of the course there is nothing to be afraid of. I want her to do well in life, as that's what she and well all of my friends deserve. The thing is with Nikki, so she darn clever it would be a waste for her not to go. I know she'll do well when she's there, it's just everything seems an excuse not to go atm, and I just want her to go as she'll look back after going and know it's helped her so much. I understand it's a hard hill to climb, but if anyone can do it Nikki certainly can. By putting herself down it makes me wonder if someone that clever is giving up what chance have I got. But I've put so much into this so far, especially in giving up my fave thing to do (visit friends online) all to make sure I do well, so I'm going to work hard and ensure I don't disappoint myself again....I mean, whatelse have I got? To behonest I'd love a job drawing, but how on earth would I get anything like that. No a sensible course like law is my best bet, so i'll keep to this path. |
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| A poem written for my online friends |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
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I wrote this on the spot when I was talking to Mocha. It relates to her as I wrote it as she spoke to me of her feelings, which must have been a hard thing to do. It's my feelings for our friendship, and it proves how strong it is, because I can't write poetry.
The fogs of doubt may cloud our view,
But somehow we still make it through,
We think we are forgotten and lost,
When in the end those thoughts have cost.
For looking back and through and through,
There's always a good friend right by you.
And even if I am not there.
I will be one to stay right here. To stay by your side through and through.
Because I'll never have another friend like you!
I think though it does have meaning with all my friendships, as there are elemnets to all of them.
It's so hard saying good bye, but I know I'll come back. It's just so upsetting knowing it's me tearing things apart :( |
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| WTF EXAM RESULTS!! |
[Mar. 11th, 2004|03:22 pm] |
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One word for the results on my exams which will count towards my final grade...shit! I don't get why they turned out so bad. I thought that my biology was ok. I was pleased with the revision I did for it. I GOT AN E! and not just any e....only just! My law retake was worse than the one I messed up before! Another E! Though Nikki did much worse than she believed too (d) so both of us are getting a copy of our scripts back so the teacher can look at them. I knew I messed up my other law exam as it relied on the outcome of R v White, that I just couldn't remeber, so considering that I got a D, and people (like poor old Nikki) who thought they didn't mess up got only a C I guess it's an Ok mess up. The thing is English was another e :( what happened! How did I get so low? Mr T. told me that everyones was ridculously low so he and the other english teachers are already looking into a remark. Mind you Politics with a C was ok considering the rest. But normally I'd want higher. The thing is that there were 2 people with expected As in my class and they got C too! It's scary not only have I done bad! Laura Williams got a U in biology and everyone one else has done so badly in it too. She also got an E in english, even kate who does really well in english got only a C...just! What happened! The retakes every where have been a awfull. I've heard of cs to Us! WHAT'S GOING ON! Amanda was expected an A in enviromental science...easily...she got a c! I just don't get it. I the list in law that I saw when the teacher showed me my name was that the highest mark on there was a B......just! how close....whats gone so wrong. I just don't get it. This time last year I was getting A and Bs (and a C), but the first years are doing just as bad as we are now! What hope have they got if we're doing so badly. I feel so low, but also angry...like something must have gone wrong. How could so many get so low grades. I know I'm better than this. It doesn't matter. I'll just retake them all and prove to myself and everyone I can get the grades I deserve! Revision starts here, I'm gonna get myself out of this. I just wish that uni didn't rely on the eventual outcome so much. But then this acts as a driving force. It means I've gotta ensure I know absolutely everything like the back of my hand. I wish I had a better memory, but it doesn't matter. I will do this, and with all of this I'm going to push myself more than ever. It means that I'll probably have to cut down on net time really badly...how drastic am I going to have to take this.........I think these consequences are going to be the worst. I think I'm going to have to cut it out completely...this is going to hurt so much as I have so many friends and I don't wanna lose them. But I need these grades more than anything, but I can't give up on my friends......oh this is my big change, does this mean I won't come back. Does this mean that I'll have to be de-modded in so many places that I worked so hard to become a part of.....drastic action is going to be taken. I feel like this will be one of the only online things I'll stay on...the only one I'll have any contact with anyone. I guess it good my contacts have been growing thin, but I'm still going to miss them so much. I guess the time has come for Igtica to be lost from everywhere but here....oh I'm going to miss everyone so much...but it's got to be done. Right now. I've got to do this. I really don't want to though. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I wish that online wasn't the only place I could meet them. Well I guess anyone who wants to still talk to me can write to me...but I guess this is the end of Igtica. It's been so much fun, I've made so many friends, all of which are so close to my heart. I wish more than anything not to lose their friendship, but If I cut off the one means of contact I have with them how can it be. This hurts so much as I care so much for many. why do hard times do this.But look up. After my exams I can come back. So July could mean I return. Oh that would be so great. I can come back...just so long without anything. This has to be it though, I have to do this not only for myself, but so I can become a better person. at least i vow to keep going here, even if I'm not on forums. I will be here.....I won't be gone completely...just losing forum life. It's gonna be hard telling people, but this is what I'm doing, this is what will be done. I guess the best thing now is just to thank everyone for everything they've given to me, the memories and everything, and that I hope they'll be ok till I come back...it's gonna be hard after all it's been a year on WoTR and PC now....I'm gonna hate doing this....ohhh the things education does. i hope this entry will bring light on my actions at least, even if you are one of the few that actually chooses to read it. If you have then thank you for going this far. Foe you I will stop now, and if you're an online friend you matter so much to me and thank you for everything. Offline friend lol I guess I'll always be around (not unless I die or something :p). Thank you for trying to understand by reading this. I wish you all the best,
~Igtica~ |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|09:23 pm] |
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I'm suppose to be doing work. i can't concentrate...I found this on a Niv entry....why did I get such a weird haiku :S though on quizilla I am constantly told that so hmmmm. *yawns* I'm tired. Feel kinda ill...still get the feeling of a great change...lessons are such a drag atm....I get the feeling even they will change after this....when will this change just happen and get over and done will. I just wanna know what it is. Why do I get feelings like this...i just wanna know what it is.
This second one is better. Though not sure where it appears in my LJ...
Your a guardien Unicorn! All guardien Unicorns are
very powerful and loyal, but they dont like to
get caught up in human things, such as love or
friendship. They guard all sorts of things or
people, such as forests, animals, royalty,
shrines, the heavans. Guradien Unicorns are
kind and proud and their horn can be crafted
into an unbreakable sword. But you'll go
through hell to get one...
What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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Rikku
Which Final Fantasy X-2 character are you?
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|09:12 am] |
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Well things are going weird as expected... though in the right way or whether this was the thing I was so unsure about, I don't know. I was so fed up yesterday. I had all 4 of my lessons and only one free first thing. The thing is I had to use it to revise for my timed essay question in my first lesson politics. An hour or so after that I was rubbing my aching hand in break. "Oh well," I told Nichola, "I have another one last thing in Biology, but I have english, lunch and law inbetween." Hey english was the worst! ANOTHER timed essay, yet this was a lovely surprise from Mr. Tattersall. I was trying my best to work out what it was asking me to do, but I just didn't understand. I told Mr. T, but he just repeated the question, and I ended up getting flustered. Other people were too. Literally no one wrote anything (except clever Chris). Lots of people left early to 'complete it in the library'. I had to stay as I'd never even start, but I got all flustered again and argued with Mr. T. Oh well some how rambled for a page, gotta complete it still, but at least I had something. I got freaked out at the end though as during my flustered bit I doodled a really messy sketch. At the end of the lesson I was just starting to relax and putting my stuff away when I almost jumped out of skin as some spoke behind me. It was Kyle, looking at my pic so I gave it to him and said to throw it away or something. It was really bad, I don't get why he was looking at it. Law was OK, and the biology one was too. So it wasn't too bad in the end I guess. Didn't get home till later though as I had to wait 52mins outside college for mum to pick me up, as she had to wait for Alex to be dropped off home by his taxi, and pick up dad from his college course as it was nearer home...well I had guessed this as my mobile had run out of battery so I couldn't ring to ask. I had waited for 1/2 hour when Amanda , Ben and Joe came out. Amanda was hanging around before work at Sainsbury's, so Joe and Ben were aiding her waste her time. Thy spoke to me till my parents came which gave me something to do at least as I only had my MP3 before. I couldn't go home yet as mum had to get her hair done at a friends house, so me and Dad went to do Dira. We came back and she needed another hour! So we went to Tescos and got something ti eat and some shopping before going back. I finally got home at 7 something. I did some more to some work I had, and played around with pics on my comp as I'm trying to create my own desktop. Bit more reading of 'Dracula'. It's a fab book, but it ended a rather exhausting day. I hope today will go smoother, though no Nikki in my 1 1/2 lesson of Law :( She's gone to see Exeter Uni...lol I told her Exeter was boring, we'll soon see if she agrees. ;) You know I swear Dracula has made me want to write more full entries like those in the book. I really want to wrote a story like mochness of the day we met, so I hope to do that soon.
Oooo I took orenji's new quiz a sec ago. Which orenji adventure character are you...lol I got Orenji :p. Weird as we were discussing similarites the otherday :p :
You are... Orenji!
Which Bananapuru Character Are You?
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Oh well so ends another long entry. lol I swear Nikki and her long entries are having an effect one me :)
ooo and lastly I saw this quiz in Fey Queen's entry, I had to try it...kinda freaky outcome. Like me in childishiness, but beauty no...hmmm
You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a
good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's
all fun and games. You like to have friends,
preferably not human, and can converse with all
animals. You love to party, and like to be
alone. You are a deep person, but most people
miss it. Thinking that you are just childish
and young. Which you are not. You are old, and
wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what
the real world is like, better that your peers.
You have a naturally beatiful singing voice,
and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find
yourself again. For that is just who you are.
Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.
What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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Oh and another LoTR one ;) I found this on Nivsters LJ ;)
Rohirrim
To which race of Middle Earth do you belong?
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Ooo and more..actually don't be surprised if I keep adding more..it's one of those days and now Amanda is here we're both doing quizzes :p
Light Blue- Although very motivated youre somewhat
shy. Like Dark Blue, youre filled with
calmness. You have a boundless imagination and
love just being with your best of friends. You
also have a very fine sense that always you to
feel when people close to you are down (rate
me)
What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures)
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Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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[Mar. 7th, 2004|02:20 pm] |
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hmmm things are taking a rather strange turn atm... I'm not even sure what it is or why...I don't know I just feel like it's time for thing to change again...I don't like change...reason why I stuck to my pokemon since I first saw them october 1998. I don't know what will happen or what it will do. My friends are constantly changing. Moving further away from me friendship-wise... it was weird one week you can speak to them constantly and then you bearly talk to them. I'm glad I have Nikki and Amanda who seem to always be there for me :) It's just been such a strange time. I don;t even know what to feel atm. I'm just lost with myself. I hope things return back to normal soon. I really do.
Rosie is still in hosptial...only a week to go! I really can't wait to see her. I miss her company.
On a lighter note Illu put my art up in the gallery on WoTR...I feel like I'm not worthy of it...i mean my name is about 3 under Howe on the list! How can I be that close to a collection of true art..it all seems wrong. Well I asked about it as the lovely staff suggested it...i hope it's ok.
I keep drawing again atm. Getting through requests and other images that I need/want to be done. I can't help feeling that I've forgotten an important request that I've forgotten. I hope they tell me soon, that's if they know who they are. I mean i know I have Roxy's scene to do, but finding the time amongst everything is so hard. Also I'm never ready to do that pic for some reason. i wish I did as I really want to do it for her. hmmm
I put all the little pokemon i've been drawing together (from the personality shop at PC).
Oh and another quiz I took:
You're Mowgli!
Which Disney Hero/Heroine are you? (10 results with pics)
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I'm not sure If I was allowed to take it though. Yet it reminds me that I want Finding Nemo and the lion king 3 on DVD..I hope to get them when i get some money. Though I need to buy that english textbook for Di first. :p |
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| TYPICAL! |
[Mar. 3rd, 2004|07:45 pm] |
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Typical, just typical. I've been really looking forward to the Red Hot Chili Peppers concert that I just scrapped tickets for ( I mean I had to get the more expensive ones cos of it). Still a bit to go, but I knew my exams would be kinda near to it. But I thought what are the possibilities. All the different subjects with all those exams for each. It's not likely that'll I get one too near. I mean the best will be a couple of days and that I can just about manage. But I found out the dates for my Law exams the other day. 21st and 23rd!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! The day after the concert! I'm still going, what other chance am I going to get to see my fave band. Peeps are even jealous that I have the ticket (it's new to me that one) I can understand, I would be. I'm just upset I'll be worried all day :(. Oh well...
Gone through another drawing bit. I did another version of Orenji (orange*berry's character of herself). I'm quite pleased with the turn out. I'm happy with the formof the hair, but still can't get those damn highlights to work *sigh*...I'm getting there. One day....Ohhh here it is:
Lol I finally got around to giving Illu on WoTR (www.warofthering.net) my LoTR related piccies. Some are really old, but I just couldn't decide upon which to give...it wasn't my idea in the first place....but I felt after a discussion with the usual group of other staff at WoTR that I would be letting them down if I didn't ask. I thought Illu would want to put them up in the gallery with all those 'true' artist, but he was excited about me saying. I took me a bit of time to get around to sending him the pics, but after some trouble I did it, and he said he's now got them, and asked what name I wanted them under. I said Igtica, I mean I feel more like Igtica that my real name....kinda weird as i'm 'borrowing' the name from my lil creature that I created.....though I gave the name to it in the first place. Though it's pleasing that we are the only Igticas anywhere...well online at least. I mean I come up when you type Igtica into Google, and I was really pleased with that. None of my pic of Igtica do though. Oh well, it can be mine only ;) seeing as I'm the only one who knows all of it's whereabouts, and the only one to have a 3D version. Though I made it and created the creature, it's really pleasing to have a name with a meaning of something I'm truly pleased with. I mean I even see igtica as a real pokemon sometimes which is wrong, but as I love Pokemon so much it's lovely!
Oh well I'm not too upset about the concert atm. Been drawing and keeping myself busy...though in law I was a bit upset...weird as the day before it was quite funnay as I was asked to go outside and stand by the window in reactment of a case. The blind was down and I was meant to scare the people sitting by the window by glaring in. Though it didn't work as when I got out there I quickly realised the difference in floor level and the top of my head didn't even reach the window. My teacher forgot this too, but had a right laugh to find me all that way down. Of course being the only one standing, she was the only one that could see me :p.
Oh well Pika Pika MassaiCHU has cheered my up no end. It has to be the world's cutest song! Pikachu singing! Aww although it's in japanese it's just so cute! ^_^ I love it! I love japanese anyways so it's awesome. It's 8 mins long, but keep listening to it as it makes me so happy. I bet the peeps at college are gonna be scared when they hear this! :D
Oo and I've just found JA's fab quiz! I'm Kouichi!!!! Well done to her! it's a fab first quiz.
Which kid from Digimon Frontier are you?
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